Ok it is time for another update. Yes life is ok out here. Very tiring and very stressful. Hey it is college. My belly hurts and I could really use someone to rub it. Oh well I'll have to do it myself. Ok change topics. Hello to everyne I haven't talked to in a while. I hope life is good for you. I'm on a school computer right now and I hate this keyboard. I'm going home for Spring Break and I'm really glad. I hope to have someone visit for my birthday. Just have someone come up. We'll see though it is the day before Easter. Well I don't know what to write about so I will talk to you all later.

Timmy

PS I like this poem because this is kinda how I feel lately.

Loneliness

by Little T

Loneliness is blue like sadness. It tastes like a sour lime with salt on it. It smells like rotten food and causes madness. For fun it likes to do nothing but bad things. While almost everything makes it angry Everything makes it sad, But nothing makes it happy. Loneliness is smaller than you and me, But bigger than peoples' minds. Happiness is its enemy, But nothing can be its friend. Loneliness keeps its happy feelings in a secret place. Its favorite place is in peoples' minds. But it hates to be anywhere else. Making people feel bad is its greatest success. Not cheering people up it is greatest failure. Loneliness makes me feel as sad as a deserted island.

So yeah I haven't written in a while and I promised someone that if they updated I would and that person did but I never updated so yeah I have to update now. The past two weeks have been very crappy. My Grandpa died last week so yeah I miss him. Um Gilmore Girls hasn't come yet so I'm sad about that. I have a tummy ache but I haven't eaten in like 18 hours so I could probably do that and feel better.  That's for Valentine's day.  That's for Michelle.  That's my pretending to be happy face.  That's how I really feel this week. And  That looks like a really gross smiley. Have a nice day everybody.

Timmy

Hey y'all,

I was thinking to myself. Wow life is really hectic and strange and I wonder what GOD is trying to tell me when he leads me places that I didn't ever expect to go. I read some things from someone that I have never met but I felt bad for them. WOW so yeah I'm tired now. I need a hug. Oh well I'll deal.

So yeah Shine Retreat. I had to make an announcement in Chapel today and I was really nervous and so I didn't say anything important. Oh well. I need another hug. I'm kinda sick of being here. I just wish I could live a perfect life.

SO yeah tomorrow...I don't know I don't want to do anything. Wel Hopefully everything is good with everyone else and I will hope to talk to you soon.

Timmy

Ok so yeah

Yesterday I had a wrestling meet that went forever and all I got to do was hit the ref with a towel. But later I got to eat Pizza Hut, Go to Walmart and then go to Starbucks. I haven't been to Starbucks in like forever so I loved it and my friend bought me my drink because I have no money. SO I got free Starbucks and the drink I got tasted like a Cinnamon Roll. Yum.

Today I woke up late, ate brunch then sat around till my Choir concert. SO not much going on with me. Oh by the way cute hair Michelle.

Timmy

So yeah I realized I have already updated but I couldn't resist updating again.  GOD IS GOOD. But yeah so I was thinking to myself "Self, you're a jerk. You need to start the apologies flowing, because you have not been living your life to the right standards." So today I did something that I hate doing. I apologized. All my life I have had an attitude that I was right everyone else was wrong. I think that sometimes people are just looking out for the good of others. So today I was able to hopefully fix one friendship and I started talking to another person about ammending our friendship. Both agreed and I haven't felt this good in a long time. Thank you to you both.

Today I ate a butterfinger and thought of one person. Then I heard a train and thought of someone else.

Gilmore Girls was on. I ate three oreos. I saw a twix commercial. I thought of Spring Break. Life is Good.

Well I'll talk to you all later.

Timmy